I found a note from my boy friend?

Hello. I am French-American. Even though I was born in France, I do not speak French very good. I am currently 18 and just broke up with my boyfriend, Lucas ( Who speaks french fluently). We had break up sex and when I woke up he was gone and I found a note by a rose on my pillow. Can you translate this for me?- Bonjour ma cherie. Quand vous va lire ce je serai mort. Je peut ne pas aller tout plus longtemps sans votre amour. J'esp�re que vous avez obtenu ce que vous vouliez. Vous va avez jamais de me voir � nouveau. Amour, Lucas